I’m tired of trying my hardest and not succeeding. I’ve had 2 classes with one professor. (He’s the only one that teaches the majority of classes in my track) This is class 2 of 5. Well I could have guessed it this past semester he failed me…with an F. I don’t get how I can try so hard and not get anything. At midterm I had a C in the class. After midterm I did better on each of the quizzes (except for one I got a C on.) and much better on 1 of the 2 tests. I killed it on the Final and got a C (78.5) which was higher than the class average. I turned in each homework (we only had 2) and missed one assignment (worth 5% of our grade). I am so confused right now I don’t know which way to go. I want to quit school and say fuck it to everything. I tried my best and I’m just not smart enough.
I’m tired of all the people that cheat their way through classes and get through. I once prayed for an exam in the classroom where the computers were open so the teacher could see everything you were doing instead of the labs that have the huge towers in between the monitors which not only give you privacy from your neighbor but to an oblivious teacher gave you privacy from him. I would love to show that everyone that was getting A’s and B’s on the test were really not and using the internet and Firefox’s quick right click “search on Google” feature. I wish the teachers could somehow watch in real time (or even delayed time) our screens so that the teacher would see what we saw on the screens.
Once again another semester goes by and as I said earlier I’m just not smart enough. I have not yet signed up for classes next semester and I’m really not sure if I want to. I to a point where I am afraid to try because when I do….this is what happens.
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…is it really as good as you think?
Well for me i really don’t know. As time passes I sit in a void and wonder….why I’d like to understand what your feelings, view and direction is so that I can understand where it stands or where it may go.
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Interpret as you want.
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It is only fair to post this:
He didn’t think it meant anything and did not mean anything by it. I know I worry all the time about things but I have really tried to not do that as much over the past few years. Mark…I love you and sorry for our emotional meeting earlier.
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Looking at a few new toy accessories…
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Link: HERE
Secure camera grip and adjustable fit make this a “must-have” camera accessory for those who don’t care to use a shoulder strap, or who want to use a had strap in combination with their shoulder strap. Ergonomic palm strap with breathable mesh liner. Fits almost any camera. Reflective trim.
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Link: HERE - Blue (new color) or Green (new color) HERE
Custom Engineered for the Nikon D60, Camera Armor is an always on, protection system consisting of 4 parts: An elastomeric silicone Body Armor, a Lens Armor, a Lens Cap Lanyard and a Polycarbonate LCD Shield.
The precise fit covers up all of the important parts of your DSLR camera to protect it from impact, abrasion, dust and fingerprints without sacrificing any necessary camera functions or adding additional weight. Camera Armor provides protection in action and is uniquely designed so that all of the camera controls and access ports are completely functional and accessible without taking the camera out of the jacket. You can put the Camera Armor on your camera and leave it there while in your bag or taking pictures.
For maximum protection, this Camera Armor comes equipped with Lens Armor and lens cap lanyard as well as a clear polycarbonate LCD shield that protects the rear LCD screen from daily abuse.
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Some times you wonder if things will ever turn out the way you dreamed they would.
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and then reality hits us and we realize that maybe not everyone wants things the way you do.
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